Friday, January 9, 2009

a new high

i finally told arlene that i needed to go to ww in issaquah on wednesday's on my lunch hour. going on saturdays was hit and miss with my schedule and when i do have a saturday off i don't care to get up at 6 AM'ish. so i began (again) on the 7th and although the leaders voice is a bit annoying and i don't know anyone there i can be consistent. when i skip meetings i do not do well at all. my weight was higher than it's ever been. i think i could qualify for a TLC show. i've actually put on 30 pounds since summer - is that even possible! but, try as i might i can't find another way to lose it other than eat less and move more. so, with God's help here i go again. i'm working on 40 lbs by wedding day! to accomplish his i will have to be brutal.
i do feel better just two days on - some feeling of control back in my life i guess.
more later.

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