Monday, November 17, 2008

motivation

i need some. i've been feeling so UN motivated in recent months. joining a gym has been hard, but i know it will help me in the long run. for the first time in my adult life i feel "old" and in my opinion i look "old". i don't like that. i'm a bit tense about my RA. i'm taking my RX's and getting my labs done (all normal), but i'm aching and worried it will get worse.
today i want to commit to myself and my God that i will try again - healthy eating, keep up the exercise and get some stuff done around the house that i've put off for ages.
in other news. church is going very well. as soon as i say that i think "oh, i hope it's going well and it's not just in my opinion"! i hate that thinking on my part. But the response from folks is positive and the small group seminar went very well. now comes the hard part, implementing.

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